Friday, February 29, 2008

A beautiful story....


August 1942. Piotrkow, Poland. The sky was gloomy that morning as we waited anxiously. All the men, women and children of Piotrkow's Jewish ghetto had been herded into a square. Word had gotten around that we were being moved. My father had only recently died from typhus, which had run rampant through the crowded ghetto. My greatest fear was that our family would be separated.

"Whatever you do," Isidore, my eldest brother, whispered to me, "don't tell them your age. Say you're sixteen" I was tall for a boy of 11, so I could pull it off. That way I might be deemed valuable as a worker. An SS man approached me, boots clicking against the cobblestones. He looked me up and down, then asked my age. "Sixteen," I said. He directed me to the left, where my three brothers and other healthy young men already stood

My mother was motioned to the right with the other women, children, sick and elderly people. I whispered to Isidore, "Why?" He didn't answer. I ran to Mama's side and said I wanted to stay with her. "No," she said sternly. "Get away. Don't be a nuisance. Go with your brothers." She had never spoken so harshly before. But I understood: She was protecting me. She loved me so much that, just this once, she pretended not to. It was the last I ever saw of her. My brothers and I were transported in a cattle car to Germany. We arrived at the Buchenwald concentration camp one night weeks later and were led into a crowded barrack. The next day, we were issued uniforms and identification numbers. "Don't call me Herman anymore." I said to my brothers. "Call me 94983.." I was put to work in the camp's crematorium, loading the dead into a hand-cranked elevator. I, too, felt dead. Hardened, I had become a number. Soon, my brothers and I were sent to Schlieben, one of Buchenwald's sub-camps near Berlin. One morning I thought I heard my mother's voice Son, she said softly but clearly, I am sending you an angel. Then I woke up. Just a dream. A beautiful dream. But in this place there could be no angels. There was only work. And hunger. And fear.

A couple of days later, I was walking around the camp, around the barracks, near the barbed-wire fence where the guards could not easily see. I was alone. On the other side of the fence, I spotted someone: a young girl with light, almost luminous curls.. She was half-hidden behind a birch tree. I glanced around to make sure no one saw me. I called to her softly in German. "Do you have something to eat?" She didn't understand. I inched closer to the fence and repeated question in Polish. She stepped forward. I was thin and gaunt, with rags wrapped around my feet, but the girl looked unafraid. In her eyes, I saw life. She pulled an apple from her woolen jacket and threw it over the fence. I grabbed the fruit and, as I started to run away, I heard her say faintly, "I'll see you tomorrow." I returned to the same spot by the fence at the same time every day. She was always there with something for me to eat - a hunk of bread or, better yet, an apple. We didn't dare speak or linger. To be caught would mean death for us both. I didn't know anything about her just a kind farm girl except that she understood Polish. What was her name? Why was she risking her life for me? Hope was in such short supply, and this girl on the other side of the fence gave me some, as nourishing in its way as the bread and apples..
Nearly seven months later, my brothers and I were crammed into a coal car and shipped to Theresienstadt camp in Czechoslovakia.. "Don't return," I told the girl that day. "We're leaving."
I turned toward the barracks and didn't look back, didn't even say good-bye to the girl whose name I'd never learned, the girl with the apples.

We were in Theresienstadt for three months. The war was winding down and Allied forces were closing in, yet my fate seemed sealed. On May 10, 1945, I was scheduled to die in the gas chamber at 10:00 AM. In the quiet of dawn, I tried to prepare myself. So many times death seemed ready to claim me, but somehow I'd survived Now, it was over. I thought of my parents. At least, I thought, we will be reunited. At 8 A.M. there was a commotion. I heard shouts, and saw people running every which way through camp. I caught up with my brothers. Russian troops had liberated the camp! The gates swung open. Everyone was running, so I did too. Amazingly, all of my brothers had survived; I'm not sure how. But Iknew that the girl with the apples had been the key to my survival. In a place where evil seemed triumphant, one person's
goodness had saved my life, had given me hope in a place where there was none. My mother had promised to send me an angel, and the angel had come.

Eventually I made my way to England where I was sponsored by a Jewish charity, put up in a hostel with other boys who had survived the Holocaust and trained in electronics. Then I came to America, where my brother Sam had already moved. I served in the U. S.Army during the
Korean War, and returned to New York City after two years. By August 1957 I'd opened my own electronics repair shop. I was starting to settle in. One day, my friend Sid who I knew from England called me. "I've got a date. She's got a Polish friend. Let's double date." A blind date?
Nah, that wasn't for me. But Sid kept pestering me, and a few days later we headed up to the Bronx to pick up his date and her friend Roma. I had to admit, for a blind date this wasn't so bad. Roma was a nurse at a Bronx hospital. She was kind and smart. Beautiful, too, with swirling brown curls and green, almond-shaped eyes that sparkled with life. The four of us drove out to Coney Island. Roma was easy to talk to, easy to be with. Turned out she was wary of blind dates too! We were both just doing our friends a favor. We took a stroll on the boardwalk, enjoying the salty Atlantic breeze, and then had dinner by the shore. I couldn't remember having a better time. We piled back into Sid's car, Roma and I sharing the backseat. As European Jews who had survived the war, we were aware that much had been left unsaid between us. She broached the subject, "Where were you," she asked softly, "during the war?" "The camps," I said, the terrible memories still vivid, the irreparable loss. I had tried to forget. But you can never forget. She nodded. "My family was hiding on a farm in Germany, not far from Berlin," she told me.
"My father knew a priest, and he got us Aryan papers." I imagined how she must have suffered too, fear, a constant companion. And yet here we were, both survivors, in a new world. "There was a camp next to the farm." Roma continued. "I saw a boy there and I would throw him apples every day" What an amazing coincidence that she had helped some other boy "What did he look like? I asked. He was tall, Skinny, and Hungry. I must have seen him every day for six months." My heart was racing. I couldn't believe it. This couldn't be. "Did he tell you one day not to come back because he was leaving Schlieben?" Roma looked at me in amazement "Yes," That was me! " I was ready to burst with joy and awe, flooded with emotions. I couldn't believe it. My angel.
"I'm not letting you go." I said to Roma. And in the back of the car on that blind date, I proposed to her I didn't want to wait. "You're crazy!" she said. But she invited me to meet her parents for Shabbat dinner the following week.. There was so much I looked forward to learning about Roma, but the most important things I always knew: her steadfastness, her goodness. For many months, in the worst of circumstances, she had come to the fence and given me hope. Now that I'd found her again, I could never let her go. That day, she said yes. And I kept my word. After nearly 50 years of marriage, two children and three grandchildren I have never let her go.

Herman Rosenblat Miami Beach, Florida
This is a true story and you can find out more by Googling Herman Rosenblat as he was bar mitzvahed at age 75. This story is being made into a movie called The Fence.

Friday, February 22, 2008

Just wanted to ask my friends to pray for me. This week my back has been really bothering me. I have continued to go to the chiropractor and he says it will just take time for the muscles in my back to stop from spasming when I am sitting and standing up. Which seems to be all that I am doing currently. The only comfortable position is laying flat; but studying and going to school and driving back and forth to Amarillo is hard to do laying down.
:-) I am not in unbearable pain or anything like that; it is just very uncomfortable, esp. those days I am at school and doing homework at the computer. I took Advil today as I had so much to study for my 4 tests next week that I new I need to be paying more attention to my books than my back. Thank you for your prayers. I am still so thankful that I do not have major complaints from the accident. It could have been so much worse! God is good, I am having to learn to keep trusting in My Lord no matter what is going on around me! :-)

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Remembering with a Smile!

Did you know that I competently missed a important date on the calendar? I missed my 1 year anniversary of being a 'blogger'!!! :-) Yesterday was 1 year and 1 month so I guess officially I am 13 months and 1 today. :-) I am very glad that I did set up this blog to post all the things that have been going on in my life in the last year and how far the Lord has brought me. If you would like to see my First Post; be my guest. If I had not gotten online I would have never had the privilege to have so many of you as dear friends, and to help me stay in touch with friends that I knew before. I just could not let my year on blogspot pass me by without looking back with smiles and the knowledge that with Jesus as my Target ~ It will only get better in the coming years!!

I know I have fallen of the band wagon on my updates and praises concerning Dad. And I am sorry about that! He is doing so much better; and I am so Thankful to the Lord. He is off of all of his medicine’s and is going in for treatments and the Doctors are very pleased with his progress. Dad still has limitations, but to be able to sleep and not be in pain are such amazing gifts. So thank you from the bottom of my heart! I hope he can get back to being able to do what he wants, but until then we are continuing to walk on faith. Really and truly that is the only way to walk….period! :-)


"Trust and obey for there is no other way to
be happy in Jesus; but to trust and obey!"

Monday, February 18, 2008

What hast thou given for Me?

In family devotional this morning we sang this song. It is a beautiful melody and if you would like to hear it you can go to Cyber Hymnal and listen and sing along.
He did give his life for us! It is really very humbling to know that. That he would do that for you and me. So please take a few minutes, read the words and ponder them in your heart.
May you have a beautiful day in the Lord ~ Full of the riches of the Lord Jesus as you rejoice in his Goodness and Grace!
..:: I gave My Life for Thee::..
I gave My life for thee, My precious blood I shed,
That thou might ransomed be, and raised up from the dead
I gave, I gave My life for thee, what hast thou given for Me?
I gave, I gave My life for thee, what hast thou given for Me?
My Father’s house of light, My glory circled throne
I left for earthly night, for wanderings sad and lone;
I left, I left it all for thee, hast thou left aught for Me?
I left, I left it all for thee, hast thou left aught for Me?
I suffered much for thee, more than thy tongue can tell,
Of bitterest agony, to rescue thee from hell.
I’ve borne, I’ve borne it all for thee, what hast thou borne for Me?
I’ve borne, I’ve borne it all for thee, what hast thou borne for Me?
And I have brought to thee, down from My home above,
Salvation full and free, My pardon and My love;
I bring, I bring rich gifts to thee, what hast thou brought to Me?
I bring, I bring rich gifts to thee, what hast thou brought to Me?
Frances R. Harergal adn Phillip P. Bliss 1958
"For thou wilt light my candle: the Lord my God will enlighten my darkness.
For by thee I have run through a troop; and by my God have I leaped over a wall.
As for God, his way is perfect: the word of the Lord is tried:
he is a buckler to all those that trust in Him."
Psalms 18: 28-30

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

* Look @ what the Lord did for us! *

Dad and RA went down Monday to Estellene (150 miles away) to get the stuff out of the wrecked pickup. RA took some pictures and I thought you might want to see better pictures of what JESUS did for us! I am still left in awe...my God is so good to me!!!







"Rejoice in the Lord Always and again I say rejoice!" Phil. 4:4






-This is the back window overlooking the bed of the truck















-This is the roof of the truck














- Where RA and I were in the front
seat...Our guardian Angel's did an
amazing job did'nt they! :-)





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Sunday, February 10, 2008

Blogging With A Purpose

This last week I was very humbled that a fellow sister in Christ choose to give me the Blogging with a Purpose award. I was surprised, and I have to say inspired to keep striving in every day to give glory to the one who created me! Kaysie at Alabasterbox has been an inspiration to me through the last couple of months. It is amazing how that though I have never met her in person, but through the wonderful world of Godly blogs I am able to call her my friend.

My Lord is so good to me, such a blessed girl am I to be in contact with fellow Redeemed Daughters of Jesus Christ on daily basis as we encourage, pray and inspire each other to keep walking in the Truth of our Lord. To be a light in our small corner of the World and to keep shining for Him!

So in the footsteps and tradition of recipients of the Blogging with a Purpose award I will award five other of my friends who inspire me, and are lights in there corner of the world. With a very thankful heart, I am honored to say, there shining light extends to me and brightens my days with Joy and Laughter! It was hard to choose just five, those of you that did not make the five, I am sorry. You are all very important to me and I appreciate you so much and I am so honored to know each and every one of you!

I. Vanessa at Sustaining Grace
Through the grace and mercy of my Savior, he brought you and I together back in the fall. I must say that through hardships we have become fast friends and I know that our friendship will last for an eternity. Each time I hear from you, I come away with a renewed awe in the Love of Christ. Yes life is full of hardships and trials, but when you are in the midst of those trials your light shines so much brighter; that is exactly how you are dear friend! You glow!!!

II. Natasha at My Soul Longs for You
Tash, we go way back and I am so glad to call you cousin, friend and sister! I am so thankful that we are both online and blog so that we can keep up. Tasha you have such a gift with words; there is no limit to what you can do for our Lord! Thank you for shining so brightly for him!

III. Jolynn at He will Increase
The Lord keeps smiling on me, through you! I am so glad to have you teaching my sisters piano, you do such an outstanding job. But most of all I am so glad to call you a dear and close friend! Your love and passion for following the Lord wherever he leads encourages so many people around you. Keep, keeping on Jolynn! You are a true Princess!!!

IV. Sarah at A Heart After Him
Through you daily walk Sarah; you bless so many people around you! I miss having you in class every day; but I am so thankful that we were able to have that time together last semester! Your try and perseverance through trying and difficult times is a refection of your devotion and love to your heavenly Father. I am so glad to know you and read about how you are being a light for Christ with me on campus!

V. Lynz at All Country Girl
God sure smiled on me when he brought you and me together through Home School Alumni. I cannot wait to meet you and get to hug the girl that I have gotten to know in the last few months! Your heart for the Lord is a sweet savor, you laughter rings for miles as you walk down the path you are being called to walk by your Lord!

"The Lord is in his holy temple, the Lords throne is in heaven:
his eyes behold, his eyelids try, the children of men.
The Lord trieth the righteous:
....Lord loveth righteousness; his countance
doth behold the upright."
Psalms 11:7
All of you are not going unnoticed by by Lord! He is proud of each and every one of you who is striving each day to serve him and honor him with your life! Do not give up; he loveth you! :-)

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

Praising the Lord for LIFE!



What an awesome God we serve! I am so glad that he saw fit to allow me to live past Januray 31, 2008. I know he has something very special for my brother and I that is why we are still here. Around 9 o'clock Thursday morning we were following the semi truck and trailer loaded with the 20 heifers and 2 calves and being driven by our friend Corky. RA was driving and I was in the passenger seat in his new Dodge Mega Cab pickup. We were about 11 miles west of Estaline Tx. Upon leaving our house at 6:30 AM it was 13 degree's and the farther south/west we went the warmer it got and the nastier it got. We had been driving through snow for about 2 hours and hearing about bad wrecks in Amarillo and seeing some peoples cars in the barditch. It was very overcast and about 20 degree's with 2 inches of snow in the ground. We were going around 55 mph and saw infront of Corky a jack-knifed rig, with other cars comming from the opposit side of the median going very slow. ( Highway 287 is a 4 lane highway) Many cars and trucks were passing us, and we decided to slow down. When RA taped on his break to slow down we hit some black ice and spun out of control. All I really remeber is screaming RA's name as I felt us going out of control. There was the barditch and then a 4 foot embankment before you got into the cotton field. I do remember looking out my window and seeing this gas meter that was on top of a gas line. We missed it by a few feet and some how ended up, upside down with RA and I hanging in our seatbelts. He remembers the empact of us hitting the ground but I do not. So we ended up facing the opposit direction of where we came from with all 6 tires up in the air. The back part of the mega cab is really caved in and I am so thankful we were alone and did not have any siblings in the truck with us. Corky saw everything in his rear view mirror and says that we spun in the highway in a 360 degree's atleast once, though we don't remember that. RA's side took most of the empact, with my side tilted up in the air slightly. RA got out of his seat belt really fast and asked if I was okay. I was able to open my door somehow and he climbed through the door and then the wind blew the door shut. So there I was still hanging screaming at him to open the door because I could not get my seat belt to re-lease. Eventually I got it and I fell into the ceiling. There were 4 or 5 people outside when RA helped me climb out of the pickup. I was shaken up and had this strange white stuff all over me. My glasses and coat and hands were covered in it. A nice trucker who had been driving on the opposit side of the highway had run over and made sure I was okay and tried to clean my glasses with little success. A guy in a basball cap called 911 and another guy made sure RA was okay. I could see that Corky had stopped up the road aways as the other people started to leave. I realized that I need to call Dad as RA was not in the presence of mind to be able too. I was realitevly calm at that point. I don't remember shaking, but being very cold and my feet very cold in the snow. Thankfully I had my leather jacket and work coat on or I really would have been freezeing. I started walking towards the semi to tell Corky we were okay and called home. Trying to take deep breaths so that I would not scare them at home to bad. Amanda answered the phone and I asked for "Dad, no Mom no just give me Dad." She told me later she thought I was acting rather strange. :-) I guess I was. When Dad came on I told him we were okay, but that we had just flipped our pickup. I am so thankful that he was calm and very matter afact as that helped me to really calm down. By that time Corky was there and made sure I was okay. RA came walking back with just a vest on without his hat, looking really cold and shaken. That is when I realized that he was bleeding. His left arm had a small puncture wound from glass and was really bleeding. A highway truck showed up and told us to sit in there pickup until the tropper came.

While in the pickup I realized I had the most horrible taste in my mouth. I could not figure out what it was. I kept trying to clean off the stuff from my face and out of my hair. My glasses were still streaked with the strange stuff. They did not have a bandaid or anything to really clean his arm up with. The trooper arrived we got in his car and started filling out the report. He called the ambulance to stop by and RA got into the ambulance and they tried to get him to go to the ER, but he declined. (if you only new what all RA has been through in the last few years you would laugh at that. :-) When he tears his bicep and breaks his shoulder at rodeo's and does not go in the ambulance a little cut is sure not going to make him ride in one. :-) He finally just looked at them as said, " do you have a bandaid?"

Somewhere in that time frame I talked to Dad again and he told me he was calling one of his friends that he went to college with, and we now rodeo with his children. To help us get the pickup from out of his field and down the road to his sisters house. (Dad pretty much new right where we were) The trooper was really nice, but he did give RA a ticket as he said we were driving at an unreasonable speed on ice and to contact the Judge of Hall county. Who conventually turned out to be our friends Dad. :-) Small world huh? We are still working on that, and hopefully he will get the ticket either dropped or reduced.

By this time I was really calm and thinking very rationally. There was never a time that I wanted to just go home as I knew we had to get all the cattle to Fort Worth. They brought a tractor and turned the pickup right side up and we were able to get all of our stuff out of it into the semi truck. All the supplies that were in the back of the pickup ended up 50 feet into the cotton field. When I looked in the pickup and in my seat I realized what all the strange white stuff was - Penacillan - A big bottle of cattle penacillan had been in the driver side door and somehow shattered around me and there is not telling how many doses of that yucky stuff I absorbed through the skin and had in my mouth. Thankfully I am not allergic to the stuff, as that would not have been good. :-) You know your are driving in a pickup with cowboy's when theres danger of getting heavy doses of penacillan. :-)

When we finally got back on the road about 2 hours after the crash that is when I fell apart and just stared crying. I was just so realived that RA was okay and that I was. I finally was able to get a hold of Mom and talk and cry to her. She told me something that just made me want to cry more; our dear friend Tex. Who is like a grandfather to all of us called my Mom about 10 minutes after I called the first time to tell them about the wreck and said he was calling because he felt that something had happened to us. Mom told him and he prayed for Mom and said he was praying. That was so amazing and just like GOD! Just at lunch the day before we had been talking with Tex and talking about how one minute you are here on earth, and the next day you are with the Lord. A what a beautiful thing it is! He had been up since aroud 5 o'clock and had us on his heart and been praying for us. Though he was no worried until around 9 when we called. I really started crying after I heard all of that! My God is so good!!! He talked to RA and helped him calm down. I am so thankful that he is our life!!!

We got to Fort Worth and spent the weekend there. Using a friends borrowed pickup and the cattle did well, but both of us were so ready to get home. My grandparents live 2 hours from FW and sent there extra Lincoln Town Car for us to drive back home. We have been really sore, but had no major complaints. Yesterday we went to the Dr. had many different x-rays done. I am fine, though the muscles in my back are all tight and tense and pulling my spine different ways; but can be realived with a few treatments. RA has a displaced rib and some kneck damage. The vertabrea's are suppost to be in a sorta banana shape, but his are straight up and down. So he will start having treatments done and hopefully be back to 100 % in a month or two. It could have been so much worse, but God has a plan for us!

I have been really emotional the last few days. I am so thankful to be home and not have the responability of all the heifers. None of them are going to be calving on our time now. (we had 3 while we were there) It has been hard on RA to see me crying, so I try not to cry in front of him. Once home, I no longer have flash backs during the night which I am so thankful! I am not a real emotional person, but I have done more in the last few days than I have done in a very long time. I know its good for me, and helping me to get through all of this. I am sorry that I dropped that hint on facebook and then totally fell off the face of the earth for days...but I did not have internet access. The insurance company totalled the pickup, but we are trying to decide if we should try to rebuild the body as the frame/engine is not messed up. This pickup only has 30,000 miles on it and is the engine that they no longer put into the new dodges that everyone likes so well. Either way we do it though, RA will actually make money as he got the truck at such a good price. So we are very thankful for that! Could easilly be the other way around.
Well this is a long enough post. I love you all and thought of you all many times when I could not post or email all of you, you all are such sweet friends and I am glad to have you in my life! :-) Enjoy your day, as you never know, it could be your last.